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This is it...I'm going to check in once a week with how my week and weight is going. I have joined a popular weight-loss program and am sticking to it this time. I need to recognize that I do care how fat I have become, and do something about it.

My goal: 145 lbs

Hopefully I will reach my goal in one year's time...but I hope to look markedly better by my birthday too. No one wants to get another year older without having accomplished something on their turn around the sun. This is the year I lose the fat...no hiding behind it anymore...no lying about it not being a big deal, someone should love me anyway...no putting it off...now, now, now or never...just hang it up, you know?!